Not like I care even if he was , I mean he should make his move soon , anyways other than Lucas I have another older brother Alan , whose already been married for about a year or so , and recently I told him about Blythe and about the situation I was in . He was really concerned and insisted to come and see me or at least help with the bills . I declined his offer because if dad gets to know I'm still in touch with Alan he would kill him and me . Even-though Alan is dads first child , he got disowned because of the mistakes he did in the past , dad was afraid he would influence me and Lucas to go on the rotten path he was in so he abandoned Alan . Though all those mistakes were misunderstanding, my dad still believes them .
What happened ?
Well Alan was and always be the big brother I wanted , when he was 15 he got expelled from school because he was accused for bullying and harassing students . 15 people complained about him and 6 of those were his close friends , I was shocked to hear the news because I could never imagine my big bro , the golden child doing such a horrible thing , I still remember him crying and arguing about how he's being accused with my mom instead my mom beat him up and locked him in his room for three days straight without food . Though I sneaked him a few snacks and some water , he looked so weak when he came out again . After he came out he stopped looking mom in the eyes even though mom apologized for being to aggressive, I don't blame him , he had marks all over his body from the leather belt mom was beating him up with , my mom was kinda aggressive from the start , she was really strict , she said we had to be perfect to be successful , me and Lucas will get beaten up almost everyday by her but some times Alan or dad would stop her . Dad saw what she was doing to us was causing harm so he divorced her , soon after she passed away . And when Alan came out looking half dead , he saw me on the couch he came up to me and kept apologizing while crying , " I'm sorry , I'm sorry Allison, it wasn't me it really wasn't me , you believe me right , I didn't bully or harass them , I'm sorry I failed to be a big bro " when he said that I felt hurt my big bro who I always looked up to is now under begging me to forgive him for something he can't even think of doing . I wiped his tears and hugged him , " im sorry too big brother , I can't prove you right , even when I know you didn't do it " he cried for hours after which he left and said thanks and good bye , later I got to know he went on top of a building and was planning to jump off , but he sent a message to his friend who quickly saw his message and went to him , his friend saved him that day . After that day his friend never really left his side , he would check up in him everyday . After that day he got in trouble with gangs and became a rebel , he started dating 3 girls at the same time and every time they got to know they'd trash out house , he got out of control so dad kicked him Out . 1 year later we got in touch and met a few times caught up on things . Fast forward to now which is six years since , he started his buisness which is going pretty well and now and then he sneaks up some money in my bank account. And soon when the time is right he can meet Blythe and I can meet my sister in law .