I felt like something was different like I knew I died and something happened when I died. 'Whatever comes I'll take it as it is, good or bad I'll take it as it goes.' Literally, what felt like a second I thought that I was in unimaginable pain, so much pain. I couldn't blackout because I no longer had a body and it felt like my very soul was changing.
After what felt like forever it stopped and I felt different like something that was missing all my life was now there. Then I felt a force hit me like I was being rejected from the very universe it's self, I don't know how I knew that it was the universe but I did.
Then all of a sudden I felt warmth and a call. I don't know what was calling me but I went towards the warmth and the closer I got the better I felt.
Then all of a sudden information came to my mind and I knew what had happened. I had become a God! But being a God didn't feel right as I had lived most of my life as female. In what I can only assume that my very being responded to my thoughts I became a goddess instead.
As for what kind of Goddess I was I knew instinctively, I was a Goddess of Knowledge, Souls, And Nightmares! That wasn't all that I knew or felt it's hard to describe but I could pick one more thing to be the goddess of. After much thought, I decided to be the goddess of trials, to complement everything else I'm the goddess of.
Right after I decided that I was the goddess of Trials, I felt something else get added to my body/soul? I felt myself going through something and that I immediately knew as my Divine Kingdom. My Divine Kingdom was so bare that it was literally only wight and nothing else in it. I knew I needed more power or believers to add stuff in my Divine Kingdom but with what I had power wise I could make a ground and sky, without any vegetation or stars. That had made me severely week but I know I would need it if I didn't want to go crazy.
I felt something come to my brain, I didn't know what it was at first but after a second of watching it, I knew what it was. I was watching someones' Nightmare and I was gaining power the longer they were in the Nightmare. After a second I decided to enter their Nightmare it was almost instinctual in how I entered it at will. After a few seconds of getting a feel of this Nightmare, I took control of it and started leading the person whose Nightmare this was to me.
They were being chased by this 6 legged creator that looked like a mix of a Bear and Blitzwolfer it was weird but I assumed it was a creature in their life that they have ruined from before. It was almost laughable with how easy it was to control this nightmare as I simply thought that I would like to meet him and his own nightmare started leading him to me. I decided to make some beach chairs and a table in between them. I realized that it cost me divine power to change his Nightmare but to control it didn't cost anything.
After a couple of seconds, the young man in rags and fur came running towards me and tripped when he saw me just lazing on a beach chair. It was so funny just seeing his face when he saw me and the look of fear when he tripped. Then the creatures came out from the bushes and surrounded us but didn't get any closer. As the man got up and looked around him and saw there was no we're else to go he started crying and bowing down to me.