Author's Note
Hello everyone. Sorry for making the last chapter so sad. If it triggers anyone, I'm sorry. I am giving you guys a heads up that this chapter will also be sad and it has a part where there will be self harm and this is just a fictional story and I'm not giving any hate towards BTS nor any of the members. I love BTS. But if you guys don't like any self harm or anything like that, please skip this chapter. But anyway, enjoy the rest of the story.
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Hobi's POV
I turned around and grabbed a kitchen knife. I was about to do something but someone bargged through the front door and grabbed the knife from me and someone else grabbed me into a hug. I look up and see Namjoon putting the knife back and I turned my head slightly and saw Jin holding me while the others were standing there with EXO.
Namjoon: What were you thinking!? Trying to harm yourself!?
Hobi: Maybe I was!! At least you guys would be happier without me in the way!!
Namjoon: That is not true! You are part of this group! Think about ARMY!
Hobi: ARMY never really cared about me!! Don't you remember when we first debuted and I got no fan mail or fan messages!? I am worthless to this group and to everyone's life!! I shouldn't be in this world!!
Namjoon: Think about Kimberly!! She was upset when you left!! You didn't say goodbye!
Hobi: It's better if I just leave this world completely!!!
Namjoon's POV
Hobi: It's better if I just leave this world completely!!
At this point he was crying. He was trying to harm himself, let alone kill himself if we hadn't gotten there in time to stop him.
Namjoon: Hobi, we still need you. Kimberly still needs you. Yeah it may be hard now that Kyungsoo is back in her life but she still loves you. And nothing will change that.
Hobi: I can't be in this world.
I sighed knowing that he still has bad thoughts going through his head.
Namjoon: How about we play some games then go to bed?
Hobi shook his head in agreement. I knew he probably feel better if he cleared his head.
-Time Skip 3 hours-
Namjoon's POV
We played games until everyone was ready for bed. Exo had left and the guest bedroom was big enough for 6. So Hobi slept in his and Kimberly's room while the rest of us slept in the guest bedroom.
Hobi's POV
I waited a while until I knew everyone was asleep and I went down to the kitchen. I grabbed the knife without knowing that someone was on the couch. So I took the knife and I stabbed myself in the kidney and in the heart. Before I blacked out, I felt someone catch me.
Xiumin's POV
I was sitting on the couch at Hobi's house just in case something happened. Soon after everyone, well almost everyone, went to bed, Hobi came downstairs and straight to the kitchen. I was keeping an eye on him. I looked away for a second but I heard him gasp for air and when I look back he had stabbed himself and was about to hit the floor. I got up and quickly ran to him to catch him before he hit the ground and thankfully I did it before he hit the floor. He had already passed out in my arms when I caught him.
Xiumin: Namjoon!! Wake up!! We need to get Hobi to the hospital now!! And quickly!!