His gaze was chaotic, unfocused, as if he were muttering to himself, yet speaking to Ye Xingbei: "I was really drunk at the time... I didn't even know what I was doing... When I sobered up... there was a dead man beside me... blood all around... I nearly went crazy... I really regret it! I never wanted to cause anyone's death, how could I not regret it? But it wasn't just my fault... It's all because of that woman! Why did she go to my room? If she hadn't gone to my room, wouldn't everything have been fine?"
If Yaer's mother hadn't gone to his room, he wouldn't have raped Yaer's mother, leading to the death of both mother and child.
If Yaer's mother hadn't died, Yaer wouldn't have sought revenge against him.
He wouldn't have fallen into Yaer's trap, lying here, dying.
If he hadn't been schemed against by Yaer, he would still be Senior Master Xiang's son-in-law, living gloriously, just like before.
So, all of this is that woman's fault!
