I walked back in my dad's room he seemed to be asleep so I tried to wake him up, but he wouldn't wake up or respond I knew something was wrong because the slightest nudge would've woken my dad up.so I started to scream at him to wake up but his body lay lifeless not moving and inch at this moment I knew I was done for I would either have to go to foster care.
Or live on the streets I don't want to be from home to home so I guess I'm on my own from now on, what am I going to do I started to scream to myself why why why dad WHY WHY WHY YOU AND MOM BOTH LEFT ME PLEASE IM SORRY. ABOUT MOM PLEASE STAY IM SORRY PLEASE IM SORRY I WONT BE AND ANNOYANCE PLEASE SEE IM DIFFERENT I WONT. PLEASE DAD DAAAADD DAAAD please open your eyes.
I was dangerously quiet for some reason I didn't know what to feel it's like something. in me broke I was awake but I was sleeping at the same time I don't feel anything after about and hour of staring. at my dad's lifeless body I take him outside and dig a hole and put him in it and bury him I then proceed to say dad I know you hated me for most of my life but I never held that against you I love you dad I'm sorry sorry rest in peace dad I have to go now before they take me to the system. bye so then I go in my room grab things I need like clothes shoes things like that and some food and put it in a bag.