[Words - Skylar Grey🎶]Â
The sad song of your smiles covers me.
Reflection of a silent smile on my left.
Breaking of a loud cry on my right.
Whatever I do,
I heard these voices all the time.
No matter how much I laughed,
I constantly felt these madnesses.
No matter how much I cry,
I always liked these stitches.
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Since the day I was born, there have been many beings entering and leaving my life. I used to believe that I didn't have a heart. To prove that I don't have a heart, I would constantly hurt my body and realize that the blood flowing through my veins was not painful at all. I wanted to die, I wanted it more than anything because I couldn't attribute any meaning to anything. When I looked into the sky, what I saw was just an infinite emptiness. When I looked at the earth, what I saw was just a piece of land, and everything living was created to die one day. This universe meant nothing to me.
