[NIKITA]
"I'm sorry, Natalya," Nikita managed to get out when Natalya seemed to have come down. They were already at the entrance of the Pavlenko mansion, and he honestly never thought Natalya would be this devastated.
How was he supposed to tell her that she was the very reason he had turned like this on this particular day?
How could he tell her that he couldn't handle her betrayal, and that is why he had stepped on the gas more than he should have?
How was Nikita supposed to make Nataya understand that, according to him, all of this was purely her fault?
There was just no way to tell her that without breaking her. It just didn't make sense, and he needed to come to terms with that.
Nikita knew there would come the point when he would have to ask Natalya those questions, and while today didn't seem to be an ideal time, he could tell that if he didn't say anything, Natalya would always be worried and thinking he wanted to take his life.
