I got up early in the morning today,
"Oh shit, what a dramatic shit.... i just saw in my dream today."
I should now forget that stupid stuff and just move on, its already a past u stupid crazy bitch, u hopeless May Cooper, collect your stupid brain cells up, and get up to work your brain cell otherwise it will rot to core,
"Screw the nut, ya dafty!"
ohhh.. aww,. my head hurts now...
I finally got ready to go to museum again, after shitty dream i think i will use this damn courage i got and push my luck a little.
I can do it !!! GO GO GO
I reached early then it opening time, i waited there for sometime passing time by playing games on my phone squatting down near entrance. The watchmen came over and asked, hey kiddo why are you here so early, quite an enthusiast you seems to be for things here.
I started pinching my hand a little by my thumb, anixiously i asked the watchman uncle do you know... know.... everything about this building here.....
Little confused by my question, he said, yes child i know everything, if you want i can tell you everything, i had work for this museum over a decade now, so tell me, is there any problem?
Its just there is the room where i got lost yesterday, i hesitated and said,
it was little weird room.....
what we dont have any weird room, u must be seeing things as you were scared.
Dont worry child, if you are not satisfied with my answer then see for yourself again, OK.
ok ok..
Was this the case that had happened lets just satisfy my curiosity and forget it. Whats ther to be scared of, just go again, ok. Dont be paranoid. i convinced myself.
I roamed everywhere, i didnt find anything, as i was just about to get ready to go back home. i felt little dizzy, it was getting more and more hazzy, i was not able to concentrate, i lost my consiousness and fell down.
After a while when gain my consiousness, i started to open my eyes, it was getting so so bright.
oh my eyes, my eyes...
it's so bright, when my eyes adjusted to the light. i started glancing by keeping my hands, then shifting my elbow little and saw such a beautiful flowery field, with the same butterflies all over, such an energising and maginificient thing i had ever watched, with bright sunlight and vast sky.
Wow WoW....So Amuzing i pinched my cheeks a little.
Had i died already, and reached Heaven, Ah..... Ah....Ah.....Ah...
I didn't even got to read all my novels, ,mangas, webtoon BooHooo... BooHOo...My k/c/j-dramas, my animes BooHoo Boohoo... i didn't even got anything to do for my parents, my little angry bird, not even support them and had not even got to show some filial peity, not even got myself a boyfriend, let even got got to have family of myself my son/ daughter.. boohoo... boohhooo.....
OH god i died so young its so unfair..... i didnt even know what had happened please, tell me what's happening.
Sob Sob...
The sceneary was so beautiful, i was in so Aww.... as well confused, i sstopped weeping and calm myself down, oh god i died now so let's make a little deal ok.. ok...
what had happened had happen.
So God can i plz plz get to read and watch my mangas n novels and anime n k/c/j -dramas i will do everything and also allow me know to how are parents and everybody is doing.
pfft..... pfft...
sudenly a laughter erupted, a little butterfly came over to me, its still not the time for you. you are so dramatic. go now...
See you soon...
Again bright light illuminated and shone brightly, saw the normal light everywhere and touch directly over on my eyes, where watchman was carrying get up child its evening now go back its closing time. Go home Go Go....
what are childrens doing now-a-days sleeping everywhere murmured while walking away. i picked up my bag, all confused and got home.