lisa: and still you are pretending like you dont know anything! WOW are you this smart or that dumb! to playing with fire. it seems joke to you?
me: his my friend... i promise someone...therefore...
i look down... i wish if i never met anyone of you and spend my life in normal... and darkness i use to..
i just want to live like others do.. everything very vwey normal.. but i dont like to fit in as they live...i feel trapped in that darkness
but isnt it confusing.
after sometime....
we done as we take sits waiting for all boys...actually we was about to eat but mom stop saying ww should wait
here....
they all come down and stand behind dad
dad: oh you all take good rest specially my second child?(jerk)playful smrink
dad:you were so excited for rest
he look away nodding in yes...
dad: okey boys i want your help for to clean this room and to cut the woods.
they start taking away things
dad:umm boys i come back in minutes okey? they nodded...
he:(while walking bumped with kai)
kai: yah you.. dont got eyes
he: more better then you
kai: you thought am scared
jk: gays yah he just bumped with you and both making it look more mess... yah do your work
both:who are you to order me!
jk: kai dont mess with him, just stop..
kai: i am not scared of him. why whould i?
jk: you know who he is!
he: yah he know who i am he should be sorry
kai: i never?
he:are you this rude with girls also?
kai: what...are you talking about
he: dont pretend i know before also you scare her...dare to get close with her and i will (grab caller)
kai: you will what? huh (grab his caller)
jk: umm about whom you are talking... can you both stop?
dad: what the hell happening
both stoped
dad: you both gonna get more work for this! and you(jk) come with me they will clean room and cut woods
they leave
aftwe sometime...
here finally all come...they sit and mom start appreciating us( girls)
telling them about food and fun we had in kitchen like shubhu how burn the food,...all credit gose to shubhu tlbecause of her we enjoy 🙂 and after that clean the kitchen which take literally 1 hour 😑..
we all start eating....our partners as touch food start wating like no tomorrow
mom:(fake caughing)
no notice.. (we were staring at boys... waiting for say how it is? but they dont bother to realize)
mom: stop eating you forget something!
kai: i dont remember we forget something
jk: was it important?
me: it was...
mom:(scolding them for now complimenting us we slowly start eating watching them getting scold by mom and dad while eating
they turn to us while scolding we glance at each others faces and nodded taking bite of food and eating them making cute faces..
both three qided their eyes little glaring
we take bite in spoon showing them want to eat and they were just glaring at us watching us eating
mom: ask them! how much hard was for them this! she turn to us
me: you are right mom! they should know
all three boys start glareing us
we were giggling.
after scold they make them sit and make them complimenting us. and they start eating
after sometime...
we done housecores and get inside room
here...
i open door and suddenly a hand grab my wrist pulling me inside lock door behind me
he: so it was fun to watching us scold
i nodded in yes with smrink
he:(pulling ear) i yelp
he: you like teasing to helpless innocents like us
me: what lie, even god cant agree you are innocent
he: such a bad brat huh..
i noddwd in yes
walking pass to him.....
me:go and clean yourself. you seems like done fight with somone, did you done play any war? so your cloths turn this dairty.
he: how about i take them off?
he said while his hand romoving buttons (smrink on face)
me: turn off your jerk mode
( i turn face side)
he suddenly come close wisper
he: my love isnt am the way you desire?
i turn face met with his eyes, damn his eyes!(i feel weak... i need to pretend strong) he was shirtless
i grab towel and throw on face
me: never! leave fast!
i move side
he: liar! dont forget! i can feel your touchs! when you dream!
me: what dreams... what a joke.. huh i am not like you.... your jokes are not funny..
he leave..
i sigh jump on bed spread legs and hands rolling.. i hear door opening sound but
i dont hear door locking sound i rise my head.
(did this big baby just run away from bath...or what! i am not going to let him climb bed then! he even leave shower on! this jerk!.. i need to turn off shower now and also i need to close bath room door now.. agh!...anyways fine i take bath first then... if i am going then
i walk to bathroom and and grab knob its dark inside bathroom( obviously its night.. i think light switch it was towards mirror.. i close door and while remembeeing things i get towards mirror surching for switch and i turn on switch light in bathroom. started undressing myself until my eyes felt on mirror and a shout left from mouth when i realise inside the bathroom 1 more figure behind me in blury mirror....
he: got you today! (body shiver)
( wrap towel around me covering my not fully exposed parts but exposed )
me: when you come? about to turn
he:babe do you really this badly want to see me like this? (am still wearing pant still
just love to annoy or tease her )
me:w-what do you mean dont you have cloths on?
he: what if i said not a single piece also... body shiver.... just by words
he: am under shower my love, wanna join me? anyways half of you is already undressed half i am doing with my eyes
me: GET THE HELL! who on earth take bath in dark, with door open
he:i do.
me: idiot! what if somone walk in
he: like you? well i take open door bath when you are alone in room with me
i gulped
me: s-so it was trap ?
he:(chuckled) and i caught rat. humm trap works well..
me: (spread hand behind with towel beside me in hands ( I had bring for my hairs )
me: wear this and let me go now..
he:he grab towel i take relife breath. about to turn
he: what if i still dont wear towel?
and you turn back
me: then i will become killer for sure.
he: i feel him spreading hand i can see in blurry mirror front of me
his hand was about to touch i scream out loud nowere...
he take back in flinch...
he: ah you just scare me! yah are you girl or ghost!
me: let me go!
he: okey my mom! dont shout this loud! what others think... go fast!
before i change my mind ...he turn off shower..
i turn back closing eyes wile taking support of walls start walk.. and suddenly I feel hug as he pull me under shower with him turning shower on in dim cold temperature removing my towel we both soaked in water my eyes closed as i was trying to hide my exposed skin of hands and neck and legs maybe I am just too insecure...whole shy mess I was still closing eyes trying to scream but feeling his lips soo close to mine his hot breaths hitting my face our closness damn as his hand roam on shoulders jerking my hands i feel.him.towering me as his lips smash mine both lost in kiss his hands holding my cheeks everytime.he was holding onto my lips but my hands start pushing him he grip my hands force to stay my hands on his bare body like that i gulp little begging to leave me. but i feel him on my shoulder smooching my shoulders i can feel his hands wrapping on my body inside short top as he grip curves on my back my top lifted little cause of his hands inside me. i try to wiggle but again feel his lips smashing mine soon i was sandwiched between wall and him his lips tripsing my lips so passionate as his hands pull out from top i gasp ( my eyes still closed don't want to witness him or anything) i gasp as his hand slide from hips to shoulder till my fingers making jy hands rise with spark of his touch as he his one hand holding my both above my head he brak kiss i feel for moment him doing nothing but his eyes on mine and again his lips on mine but this time I can feel agony thirst memorable spark love his emotions i can feel them. we both feeling unknown spark emotions we craved to feel. his touch his presence feels like exorsism on monster like me. like...like he was summoning the demon like me with spells of his touch and raspy gentle low voice he was having while devouring me. i wanna give in to this moment....but...as his hands leave mine i gasp as he step more close grabbing me in hug .this hug was different from others I had felt always this hug was holding longing craving to be hold and seen and understood....i gasp as his lips felt on neck his nose rubbing my neck i can't hold i hold his brachium my lips smocching his chest slowly tip toeing holding back of his hairs on head my fingers sliding more in his hairs let his bare hands wrapped around me to hold onto me ( my eyes still closed ...i just hate feeling my man sad longing or in agony...he desurve world and everything possibly good feeling him sad hurts me more ) as my lips start devoring his his hands holding onto me pressing me against him I know he don't want to lose me from hug nither i. i wrap my hands around his waist my body wrapping his him cupping my cheek devoring his lips with mine my hands touching his silk rigid curves. damn my man get rigid body but silk skin...like god and demons did conference before sculpting him..he toss me in hug while holding more closer kissing me. as kiss broked my hands start touching him with desires and longing with love and agony in them the emotion the spark rising inside me i wanna do sin with you my man. my desires i was holding onto now...but soon realisation hit me...we are nothing still...i need to keep distance until right times come...or maybe I was fooling myself I just thought I was monster my man don't desurve to be with...my darkness don't allow me to hold onto light like this..i pushed him harshly as I can i wisper we ain't real couple you are nothing more then boy to me but i feel his grip more tight him again holding onto me ignoring words but i again push. i gotta go. remember we ain't anything rather then just boy and girl we are doing drama to stay safe your lust only can give me urges as human body. ( maybe I wasn't explaing him but making myself understand i gotta pretend cruel emotionless)
(he wisper with cracked voice)..you only feel lusted with me, nothing more?
i gulp nodding it's yes for sure. dont expect anything from me. stay away
my eyes open finally and yes it breaks my heart finding my man holding onto his tears
but still I feel him wrapping towel over me and directing me to door knob
as i grab knob cold water strick my body i scream! as he laugh saying fine once we are couple dare to stop me. i open door running out of bathroom! ( but little did I know he did that just to pretend his not hurt by my words )
me: jerk! i hate you!
he: love you too!
i stomp feet locking door from outside.. (let him spend one night in bathroom) i change cloths lye on bed to drift in sleep
here...
he: rotate knob...not opening...
he take keys opening it
he:(i know she will lock from outside its her habit)
i come out laughing still..the way she scream. don't worry one day we will be couple i know you will not hold back anymore and we will do this all love in funside not for lust only.
i change cloths and get towards bed..she must had fall sleep.. now i can sleep beside her or cuddle with her..
i lye beside her... and my eyes start admiring her again...like its my last craving for one more glance again and again and again.....i want to make you mine l, i know your words were sharp my baby but ther must be reason you use harsh tone. or maybe I crossed boundaries today. but i swear today the way I saw you and still not feelings urges can be critical situation. the way we still get moments even if it's were lust for you..your eyes were closed not mine I had witnessed all of your emotions all of our urges all of our longings the way you wanted to be hold. the way you felt and i know am pretty sure it wasn't just lust it wasn't only about boy and girl. it was far way better. it was about being each other's. that submission allowance. you not even say no. your body don't react in no for me for my touch. your urges for me already dripping like honey I saw that cat. nothing was hidden not from my eyes my cat. you know its like cat drink milk eyes closed thinking world don't know she is drinking milk but world know she does...my cat...my feline lady
when will you be mine. when I can spoil devour love adore and hold onto you. when I can give whole world to you. i am longing my baby. even when we are closest distance between is so long.
My heart wants peace..It wants its desire to be fulfilled....Earlier it didn't yearn for anything..but.. Now it wants something like this....The hearts desiresThe feeling of your presence
I want you, it desire for your morning and evening, everytime I wakeup I want you embraced me
I want you and I need you everytime! Every single time i want you until.. I'm stubborn That many times I need your presence with me.. i don't want anyone else
Except you In every journey of my life.. I want you as my guide To live my life....I want you as my partner...to stay in my life.. Hey ... if you're the pain of my heart Then I don't want any kind of medicine except you.
Like blood I want You to flow in my veins....it Whatever may be my ending, I want you as my new starting.
All my wounds Want your touch.. .
My flame wants Your fire....
In the mansion of my dreams
I only want you...
you know what... Whenever I open my eyes I want you by my side
My restlessness finds peace
My craziness finds place
When I see your face
Whenever your name is mentioned
Look, from my eyes
The shine of love start flowing
My loneliness finds a light in you
Day and night I pray that
I want to live and die for you
I want to look at you all day long
I want to sacrifice my world for you, Whenever your name is mentioned Look at my lips
Lingers a feeling of yours
Every path of mine finds the destination with you, I don't know why these crazy winds
Were calling out for me now
Love is like a passionate desire
Someday I'll lose my life in this
Whenever your name is mentioned every moment i spend with you Is telling your story to me.. make me curious for me.. the more i try to understand you the more i feel you are unpredictable and mysterious to me. look at my baby how unreal she look while sleeping.....ah my whild cat... my angel baby....let me sleep in peace(hug her... feeling her warmth....and scent i fall a sleep in moments in peace.. i have right to sleep in peace..right?..
after few weeks....
here....
we all mixed with that old man and women very well.... mom always take girls side... and when we argue we divide into girls team and boys teams... we tease each other.... play...watch matches.. if their team win a goal they tease if our team done we tease...
its really going veey happy until one day...we here knock on door.
me: let me open!
i open door as my eyes wided i step back in fear...