As the war slowly came to an end, here I am staring at my knees and kneeling to my death in this bloody battlefield. Numb from the arrows and swords that are pierced on my back. I can see my warm blood running along the ground, connecting to my men's blood. My soldiers fought well and I am glad to give them riches and fortune in their afterlife. I do not regret anything as I have protected and ruled over this kingdom for 20 years, but the only thing that I feel missed out on life is that maybe I should have lost my damn virginity. I truly should have pinned a beautiful man down and just tore his clothes off before I fought this war. Now it seems too late. Please God, in my next life, please give me time to find a man. I do not want to die a virgin in the second round.
"Really, is that what you want?" said a woman.
I was shocked as a woman just responded. I chuckled weakly and said back, "I really want to get rid of this virginity, but first tell me where I am going Angel of Death. Am I being sent to heaven or hell?"
The Angel paused for a bit and said, "If heaven or hell, which would you like to stay?" I did not know they give you options to stay after death. I thought it would be more of a straight answer.
"If it is hell or heaven, I do not care. Just take me where I deserve to be. I do not know how worthy I am as a person to be in heaven nor do I think I am such an evil person to be in hell. I may have killed many men but I have saved as many as I killed. So you tell me angel, where do I belong?" I replied back with confidence.
"I believe you could be in hell or heaven but if I said you can be reincarnated, what would you say?" said the angel as she touched my head.
"Another chance at life you say? That does not sound bad at all. Tell me Angel, before I choose, where are my men?"
"Most chose to follow you wherever you are going and a few made their decisions to go on their own path. That is all I know." The angel went on her knees and I saw how pale her skin was. She put both her hands and held my face to her. She was beautiful. Her eyes were like a rainbow and her long wavy blonde hair was so bright. Her small lips smiled at me and I felt calm and at peace.
I said finally, "My men are so loyal to me, It would not hurt to see them again. I wish to see them in my afterlife. Beautiful Angel, I choose to live again as a human." The angel's body glowed brighter and her white wings began to form behind her. Her smile became bigger and she came closer to my face and from her lips she blew air to my forehead.
"I wish you can live another glorious life my queen. Please be a hero again in your next life and be sure to find a great man to fall in love with." the angel said softly.
I began to lose vision and suddenly fell into a deep sleep. It was dark but it was not cold. My whole body was warm until I felt a heartbeat from my chest. The heartbeat became louder and I was trying hard to catch my breath. It felt like I was going through a heart attack or something. I held my chest and began to feel tears down my cheeks. There was something bright shining towards my face and I began to slowly open my eyes. It was blurry and I can hear a child cry so loud it started to hurt my ears. "Do not cry baby, your mother is tired. Now calm down. Everything is fine. I will give you to your mother when she wakes up." the lady said softly towards my ear.
Baby? Where? The tears from my eyes stopped as I was trying to see where this baby was from. I lift my hands to where I can see. Small hands? WAIT! I am the baby! Is this how reincarnation works, but why do I still remember who I was? Wow this is weird.
The young lady that was holding me had brown hair that was tied up in a bun and her eyes were green as grass. She smiled at me and began to hum a sweet song to me. I was enchanted at her beautiful voice. Suddenly she stop singing and turned her face to the woman lying on the bed. "Madam Luna, you have given birth to a beautiful daughter." said the young brown hair girl.
"Where is he Abby?" my mother replied with a weak voice.
"His Majesty is busy at the moment, I sent him a message four hours ago, but he did not reply. I apologize for being so useless madam." Abby said in a disappointing voice.
My father seems to be a cruel man. Maybe he is the type that has many women. It seems like my mother is not an important person as I can see that there was only one maid here, which was Abby. "I see...That is fine. Abby clean the child and put her to sleep. I feel too tired to hold her. Let me rest for today." said, mother.
Abby took a minute to think of what to say as her eyes became wet. Abby replied, "Madam Luna before I take your child, what would you like to name her?" Mother closed her eyes and took a deep breath and said, "Salvia, the blue flowers that I always send him to remember me by because I am always thinking of him. Now whenever he calls for Salvia, he will remember me thinking of him." As my Mother cries, Abby walks away with me in her arms. I looked up to Abby's face and saw nothing but sadness for my mother. The long hall was filled with silence, but sadly I could still hear my mother's voice weeping for a man who does not even love her.