You have encouraged my own demise. Always telling me those same old lies.
You where looking me dead in the eyes.
Your daughter is now Hollow Inside.
Age marinates hatred and fear in my skin.
My head repeats the malice, filled to the brim.
In my young age, I would never win.
What's to expect, when it's your first Kin.
With the help of him, your youngest Sins.
Forced to have a new best friend.
Sleepless nights will never end.
Writing till it's 7am, again.
What part of sleepless do you not understand
Skipping red, like it was banned.
Because the stress, got out of hand.
Creating fantasies, within my brain space
Except the fantasy,was my own happiness
School was never fun, in the first place.
My brain tries to cope with what is happening
My sweet pup, I'm still mourning.
You deserved the world,served at your feet.
Bastards are forgiven, without telling.
If that's true, then wait for me.
Sometimes I never see, and still I'm moving.
Sometimes I won't agree, and still I'm doing.
Sometimes I can't unsee, and still I'm booing.
So what is your excuse,that you will try to use
I have endured all of your abuse. Now I'm 20 dude. Tell me now, what am I supposed to do.
With the feeling of this hatred, I do feel for You?