All those nights after that incident
Had made me feel even lifeless than before
The closer that date comes
The heavier my heart becomes
Since it was the day
A great person left the world
I always had dreams
That the person visited me
We would spend time with each other
Laughing and joking around
But, the person would leave
And I feel empty again
Whenever I thought of that person
I never stopped crying
No matter when I'm alone or in public
But, I would clench my hand into a fist
To prevent the tears from rolling down my cheeks
This incident happened long ago
Why must I cry about it again?
However, no matter what I said
These emotions kept overflowing in me
It just wouldn't stop
The dreams were constant
And I couldn't sleep well
I really hope this pain would end soon