These words are for everyone I know
Family, teachers, and friends
I kept this a secret
Because I want no sympathy
I'm actually very sorry
I'm sorry for whatever I did before
I'm sorry for hurting you
I never meant it
Most importantly
I'm sorry for crushing your hopes
I didn't become the person you imagined
I tried my best
I always wanted to explain myself
But you assumed I made excuses
I decided to stay quiet
And admit the faults
That are not mine
To prevent fights
I don't want to be seen
Aa an attention seeker
I'm upset you feel
This is a mere complaint of mine
But that's alright
I'll just brush it off
Not knowing it will engulf me soon