So, I did keep up with my promise of rereading and editing FGN but the more I continued it, the worse I felt. I don't think I'm cut out for it because of the smut. While Kai and Mito are adults and we see them as one... I just started feeling weird regarding Mito itself. Most likely it is due to a shift in my preference. Mind you, with this, I'm not trying to condemn anyone for anything or trying to act morally superior. But I don't think I can put in my best like I did before in this fanfic due to my change even if I love Kai x Mito pairing in a more standardized setting.
Honestly, I don't know how to continue with FGN. This passage is mostly a notification that FGN is going to be stopped and I might remove it from patreon and other sites, but it is also partially a cry for help regarding how to continue this fanfic if there is any better methods. Maybe one of you have a better idea, so here I am.
Ps: I thought like maybe writing a fanfic about kai being a hokage instead might work. Everyone would be at age and I can still write about hobgoblin kai in a true ero fashion, but just writing smut can get boring, no? Or is it something more appealing? Because I had more of 2d and 3d renders in mind regarding Kai and other girls. What I truly regret is that I shouldn't have added Mito too quickly. I should have kept Kai in the masturbation state longer